a very special experience

A few years ago, I saw a segment on Bessel van der Kolk's *Zomergasten* about trauma treatment with MDMA on a war veteran, which I found very interesting. After years of engaging in cognitive therapy in various forms on and off, I noticed over the past few months that there is something in my system that I cannot access with my mind. For that reason, I decided to take the step and started looking for a suitable form of therapy, which led me to your site. After the intake, I booked a session with Reineke because her profile immediately gave me a very familiar feeling. And that turned out to be exactly the case in real life as well. The session was a very special experience; I have never had anything like it before and was also somewhat afraid that I might not be able to surrender control. That moment did briefly cross my mind at the beginning, when something warm slowly crept into my brain and I thought, 'Oh, but do I actually want this? Can I still turn back?' Fortunately, that moment passed just as quickly, and I was able to completely surrender to the experience. And what an experience it was. The images that came by, the feelings it stirred up—so much was set in motion that tears ran down my cheeks, as Reineke said later—but sometimes you also lay there with a very broad smile on your face. All that time I felt very safe, which was due to the preparation, the knowledge Reineke possesses, and the clear way she guides you through the entire process. And she just has a very pleasant presence in the room! 
Reineke has helped me so much to interpret and deepen my experience that so many puzzle pieces have fallen into place for me. I now understand the 'why' behind so much of what I have always felt about how things in my life have unfolded the way they have, which will help me so much to get to my true core and find direction in my life. I am so grateful that I took this step and was able to have this experience. I am very grateful to Reineke for her valuable guidance!