Truffle ceremony with Loes

What a gift from heaven. I cannot explain in words how my life has changed. It has now been almost a week since I had a truffle ceremony with Loes at the Van der Valk Hotel in Utrecht. My reason for wanting to undergo a ceremony was because I have autism and ADHD myself and experienced a great many limitations in my daily life. I got very little done, was very restless, social interaction was very difficult, and the price for it was very high. I lay in bed more than I lived. I am 41 years old and had read that truffles can create connections in the brain that weren't there yet. So I had nothing to lose. It is difficult for me to describe what my quality of life was like. But I cannot work; I have two beautiful children whose care I have unfortunately had to hand over to their father. I only saw visitors about 5 times a year, and those visits were brief because I became overstimulated. I had many outbursts. Everything was a struggle and difficult. I wanted it so badly, but I was constantly being held back. I am so grateful that I got to go through this. It is the hardest thing I have ever done. But my brain has changed completely. My mind is so clear. I am so calm. For the first time, I can listen very attentively to someone else without becoming overstimulated within a few minutes. And I don't even shake my legs, head, or body! I feel intense gratitude for everything in and around me. Everything I am experiencing feels like I am experiencing it for the first time. And that is actually true, because I have never functioned like this before!!! I want to kneel in gratitude!

My house is tidy. I have oceans of time left over. I have much more empathy… is this a cure for people with autism and/or ADHD???

I said I was never going to do this again when I was at the most emotional part of my session. But I feel very differently about that now. 
For the first time in my life, I can say that I feel happy. That I am doing well, and that it really is true. I often said: I am doing well. But I was always overstimulated or exhausted.

I hope so much that this stays. I am so happy and calm at the same time all day. I have gained clarity, insight, and vision. 

I have felt that you always have a choice to see the light in something. 

I really want to ask Marcel and/or Loes to advocate for scientific research into autism, ADHD, and truffles! 

Loes guided me so fantastically and made me feel completely safe. What a wonderful person she is. I am so grateful to her!

My husband and parents are also impressed by my transformation.

My sweet, down-to-earth husband would never have done this if you had asked him a month ago. Now that he sees my experience and results, he wants to experience this too. 

I am living for the first time in my life! Thank thank thank!