Short report on my level 3-4 trip at Marcel

My name is Victor, and I have chosen psilocybin therapy for various reasons. The reasons vary somewhat and I would prefer to keep them private, but I think people can imagine why someone would choose this path.

I had been reading positive things about psilocybin therapy for a while, mainly from studies conducted in hospitals on depressed patients resistant to other treatments. This was not the case for me, but I knew I could get things out of it that could help me with my "problems." I don't really like calling them problems anymore after this trip, actually, but I just can't find another word to describe it.

I contacted Marcel, and at first it was quite scary for me because it involves someone you have never met and are going to have such an intense experience with. That is why I chose to bring my partner along on the trip, so that I would have a confidant with me and feel at ease. This was indeed the case during the trip; I felt completely at ease. Everything felt very well prepared before, during, and after the trip. I felt that Marcel understood very well what I was going through and knew how to handle it. Small things like the right music selection and the accompanying aromatherapy had a huge impact on the experience. Personally, I was rather withdrawn during most of the trip; perhaps it had to do with the fact that I didn't really know Marcel, or perhaps I wanted to absorb all the information coming in and therefore couldn't say much. In any case, this was handled well, and I did not feel uncomfortable at any point during the trip. And every now and then I was approached with short questions by Marcel, who guided me during the experience, and from whom I learned the greatest things.

I can say little about the experience itself; I believe it is different for everyone and difficult to describe. You can view yourself and others in a different way and accept things better. I also had the feeling that all the emotions that were stuck during the trip found a way out, without any form of pain.

Now, a few days after the trip, I am starting to notice more and more the positive changes this trip has brought about. I handle situations differently and just feel much better. Accepting things is much easier, and I hold on to negative emotions for less time.

Even though these seem like simple changes, they have already had a big impact in these few days. I hope I can maintain this for as long as possible and build on it.

I want to thank Marcel for everything; it is a unique experience that can be so healing in your life and that, unfortunately, not many people have experienced these days.

I hope that those who are still doubting or afraid of this will also find their way to this form of redemption.