Multiple MDMA sessions under the guidance of Janneke

Over the past year, I have had three MDMA sessions at Janneke, with intervals of a few months between each. I am 58 years old and have undergone various therapies throughout my life, but nothing has resonated with me as much as the MDMA sessions. For the first time, I can also feel things, instead of just understanding them. Due to an unsafe home situation, I had more or less lost myself, but now I have taken a significant step towards rediscovering myself.

What MDMA did for me was temporarily take away the control I always needed so badly, as well as my judgment of myself and my surroundings. During the sessions, I was able to look at myself and others with love and gained insights on an emotional level, whereas before the sessions I could only understand them with my intellect. Those were amazing experiences! In the weeks following the sessions as well, insights kept coming and things happened that made me realize there was growth.

The sessions were facilitated by Janneke in a very pleasant way. The first time, she took ample time to answer my questions and thus alleviate my fear of taking the pills. During the sessions, she was a safe, calm, and pleasant presence. She sometimes let me experience what was happening in silence and then asked supportive or critical questions. Furthermore, she wrote down the things I said so that I could read them back later. The aftercare was also nice. If I had any questions, we could always have a quick call. 

If I had to summarize the sessions and Jannekes guidance in three words, I would say: safe, ethical, and professional. Thank you very much!

Hannah