I had done some psilocybin sessions before and they were certainly mind-blowing, visually next level, regarding comical insights and how consciousness works: incredibly fascinating, but I am not sure if that changed my daily functioning much. After one and then a second MDMA session, that was a completely different story. Feeling a very deep connection even with the people who hurt me, and being able to view certain traumatic experiences with the necessary distance and calm, has fundamentally changed my life. After just one session, my fears were already gone, and after the second session a month later, after 30 years of searching, a kind of closure finally arrived. These two sessions are the equivalent of 3-5 years of good therapy, and the question is even whether conventional therapy can compare to this at all. Beautifully guided by Janneke and Marcel, super well organized and communicated, stunning space; in short, there is no longer a single excuse not to treat yourself to this. # "I feel free in my head""