A few days ago, I had the first psychedelic session of my life. It was an overwhelming experience, the most beautiful thing I have ever experienced. I am very happy that, in all my ignorance, I ended up with Marcel. He guided the entire process in an engaging, careful, and professional manner. This started with the preparation, during which he administered a digital test and encouraged me to be fully aware of why I wanted to do this.
On the day itself, after I had the tea in the nice and spacious therapy room where he works, I had a very difficult moment. I was quite upset, everything was moving, and I felt like I was going to fall. Marcel sat next to me and was very level-headed. He said exactly the right thing at the right moment, reminded me why I wanted to do this, that the beginning can sometimes be difficult, and that I was almost through it.
Then I was able to surrender to it, and the experience I had is indescribable. Beautiful, well-chosen music came from the speakers, and the sounds became moving images in colors that made an 8K image pale in comparison. Through the images, I received answers to all my questions. I truly went on a journey during which a great deal happened to me and a transformation took place.
After a few hours the effect wore off, and I discussed what had happened with Marcel. Two hours later, I was able to take the train home.
Now, after a few days, I still recall the images time and again. That gives me a lot of support at moments when anxiety and depression are waiting in a corner of myself to emerge. Because of this, I have managed to prevent them from entering me anymore. I am aware that preparation and aftercare are very important.
Marcel guides this process without any judgment. He respects me, and I can be completely myself. His knowledge in both the psychological and biochemical fields has given me a great deal of confidence.
Thank you Marcel! I have become a happier person!
Raphaela