Topic starter 29 December 2021 14:50
Three weeks ago, I did a truffle ceremony with Marcel (mild dose). Although I had high hopes that I would experience relief from my symptoms, this far exceeded my expectations.
The trip was less visual for me than I had expected, but it was a very pleasant session. A kind of dream flight through places, emotions, concepts, and people. If I had to describe it in one sentence.
The next day, I already noticed the first changes.
little to no need to smoke weed (after an 8-year addiction)
No more thoughts of an express train, now more of a tourist stopping train.
no more depressive feelings, nor any suicidal wish anymore (after 20 years of depressive and suicidal symptoms)
My social anxiety is now more of a mild irritation that bothers me sometimes.
I feel much more comfortable in my masculinity, whereas before the session I experienced that as something negative.
These are indeed the biggest changes worth mentioning.
My girlfriend and I, too, definitely had to get used to it during the first week; I was no longer the restless bundle of energy constantly thinking about multiple things. But we are both very happy with how things are now.
Not everyone will experience such major changes, but I consider myself very lucky that I was able to have them.
What helped most, I think, was that I felt very safe with Marcel quite soon after the introduction and could surrender to the trip with ease.
Marcel a thousand thanks and maybe until next time!
I can recommend this ceremony to anyone who feels safe with surrender.
marcel reacted