56 years old. Made a 'journey' for the first time. Prejudices, reservations, nervousness following paranoid experiences with weed and stuff 35 years ago as a teenager. Wanted to make this journey anyway after reading about the therapeutic effects of psychedelics. As the journey progressed, I was able to let go a little more each time and ultimately made a special journey. Trust grew during the ceremony. Janneke was a bit like an angel and a caring 'mother figure'. Attentive and involved. Now considering a second journey with even more trust. Letting go further. What has it brought? It is as if this 'car', after constantly driving in fourth gear, has shifted into fifth. Felt a deep connection with the earth, as if there was a connection to an enormous primal power source. Now feel more inner peace and contemplation.