After a negative event and recurring overwork, after a search I came across the trail of Psilocybin. I have ordered the book by Michael Pollan, *Expand Your Mind: What Psychedelics Teach Us About Consciousness, Dying, Addiction, and Depression*.
My interest was piqued, and I started Googling. That is how I ended up on the Marcel website. After an intake, I called and received advice on supplements prior to the session.
As the session drew closer, I was well prepared for it by the emails containing tips and explanations about the session. From the intention with which to start to what to eat and drink and what not to.
Since it was my first time, I didn't quite know what to expect, so I went into it with an open mind. After being introduced to Marcel, I drank the truffle tea. After fifteen minutes, I started to feel it, feeling a bit nauseous at first. When it really kicked in, I lay down. It was difficult to let go of control at first. Marcel is relaxing, which helped let it happen.
It is a bizarre experience, difficult to explain. A lot of emotions were unleashed, I saw extremely beautiful images and also had some scary moments. The music certainly did its job too; I was completely 'sucked in' by it. .
It is now 5 days later and I notice a greater sense of calm. Less restlessness in my head and a feeling of awe. My ego is less dominant.
Hopefully, this effect is lasting. In any case, I am working a lot on that.
@maas81
Thank you for taking the time to write about your experience. From the outside, it looked calm, and you looked around occasionally. For a first time tripping, in my opinion, it went very well, and you mostly surrendered to the trip.
Less mental unrest can mean better recovery, since we need rest to recover. It might be nice to keep track of the changes you experience.
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