Topic starter 21 December 2022 10:05
It was a bit nerve-wracking beforehand. But I had read on the internet about how to prevent a 'bad trip,' namely by repeating a mantra, so whenever I became aware of a negative or fearful thought, I immediately said my mantra. For me, that was: Jesus is with me, I am safe. And it helped.
The session itself became an inner dialogue between my preconceived ideas about what is real and what I felt at that moment. The question 'What is real?' kept coming back. I didn't get around to feeling old pain at all, but that is all good. For a first time on LSD, I handled it all just fine; I am glad it turned out the way it did.
Because I finished my trip earlier than Marcel had anticipated, and he could therefore go home sooner, he even gave me money back, €150. You wouldn't find that nowadays.
21 December 2022 10:29
Yes, you were very preoccupied with the existential questions during the peak of the trip. The next LSD session Then approach it with more confidence, and perhaps you will be able to reach your desired destination. I sometimes wonder, too, if it is really necessary to confront old pain in order to process it. If you notice improvements in the coming days, then it is not necessary. Time will tell...
And regarding the money. The sessions are not cheap due to travel expenses and taxes. Half of the revenue goes to taxes. However, I try to reduce the costs a little for people with lower incomes and/or if sessions are somewhat shorter.
Let Jesus keep you safe during this symbolic time. Today or tomorrow is the shortest day of the year, and on December 25th, in 3 to 4 days, Jesus will be (re)born. Let the light of Jesus shine upon you more and more.