MDMA session

Prior to the session, I had contact with Ronald. This felt good immediately. Ronald was quick to pinpoint deep-seated issues. In the past, I had seen psychologists for my childhood traumas and had undergone EMDR. However, I had repressed a lot and no longer remembered many things. I saw all of this surface during the session.

For a while now, I’ve been struggling with the fact that I wasn't feeling well and my energy was completely depleted. I had various tests done by the GP to rule things out, but fortunately, nothing came of it. I’m the mother of a 3-year-old daughter and thought the fatigue stemmed from that as well. I eat healthily and exercise several times a week, so what is it then? 

Not knowing prior to the session that there was still so much to gain in the mind realm.

On the day of the session, my intention was primarily rest, and I went into this with full surrender on the day itself. Ronald was relaxed, put me at ease, and the session started. During the session, you are consciously still fully present; your subconscious is magnified. During the session, you are back in the places and with the people from your past or present; I relived all the sensations from back then. Because of this, puzzle pieces fall into place! It is bizarre how your brain works over the years and can form such a different picture.

I have been able to experience intensely happy moments. On the other hand, also heavy old traumas that I didn't know I had. I was so young, had learned various patterns over the years, and was always in survival mode. 

During the session, I thanked Ronald multiple times because wow, what insights. I am convinced that I could not have obtained this through any other route. I have been at a low point and am so happy with this; now I know what I am doing, why I am doing it, and why I often felt so incredibly tired and gloomy. The first week after the session was tough, but on the other hand, it was also relieving because I was now truly working on the root cause. 

Ronald was also there for me after the session whenever I needed him. His wealth of experience helped me enormously, and I received various tools to apply that helped me incredibly! 

Now, a month has passed and I am so much richer in insights. I am walking a different path, where I experience more self-love, apply things more consciously, and truly live again!

Until next time Ronald, thanks so much again!